UP NORTH
One day my dad had had enough
& he started packing
He packed his rods his tacklebox & lures
his cooler a carton of Strohs
the transistor radio
so he wouldn’t miss the Tigers
He spent a long time packing
(He always was a neat man)
but he had to know
he could pick up
whatever he needed
on the way up north
(that’s where he was heading)
Up North
That peculiar retreat Michiganders call
pretty much anywhere north of the thumb
A remote place of evergreens sand dunes
miles of beaches & curling silver rivers
teeming with rainbow trout
A man who has had enough
could find a welcome there
a place to sit & crack a can
cast his line & see what the current gave up
Now when he was packed
He told my mom
& she said fine
& he looked at her
(I can just see his face
proud defiant & wounded
all at the same time
—the worst poker face you ever saw)
So she said Fine you go
Have yourself a time
& leave me with these 5 kids
& I’ll tell everybody what you did
I’ll call your daddy your sisters your brothers & your boss
& let’s see what they think about it
Well he didn’t go
& she didn’t tell anybody
except me some 25 years later
Who knows
Maybe she saw something familiar
in my face
That look men get when they have had it
when they are thinking about
packing everything they need
leaving everything they don’t
& heading
Up North
—8/20/22